My favorit books

The Da Vinci Code,create by Dan Brown is one of my favorite books ever after. I read this books at 1995.Until now 2008, i never boring to read it more and more.my heart always full everytime i read this books. It's really open my mind and touched my heart. There's a desire my heart want to know a lot. I remember how I measure my body just to know what the book said is right. How I want to read books Hunchback of Notre dame create by Victor Hugo.How I Want to hear Magic Flute create by Mozart.How i want to know the painting title 'The Last Supper'. How I want go to Rome,Louvre museum. I want to know Fibonacci. I want to study anagram. I want to read 'Dead sea scrolls. I feel more clever that anyone who never read this books. This book is really inspiring and really great. I really love this books. I really love Dan Brown.

my teacher

when I'm school at elementary school. I have a teacher call miss 'I'. at

least four years I've been teacher by her. after that I continue my school

at buru islands, on maluku. that was at least at 1985. I'm back to my

town at Pandeglang. But I never meet her again. Until one day. that was

rainy day. I'm in the hurry when I saw her on the windows I pass. She call

me.

"Ita, are you ita, isn't?"

I'm answer. Yes I'm ita.

"Don't you remember me?'

I say, yes I remember. You're my teacher, miss 'I'. She looks so happy I

still remember her.

"So how are you doing?"

I'm doing fine," I say.

"Have you married yet?" she ask again

"No, I'm not."

"I see. Well, would you to call on?"

I refuse. "Thank you miss 'I', maybe next time. Nice to meet you. I'll see you next time."

"Okay. bye."

then I'm go,more hurry. I'm so shy. I can't believe she still remember me,

after 23 years. I'm not a little girl anymore. And I'm so ugly now. But I'm

happy there is someone who still remember me. especially someone is my

teacher. my heart is full.

i am not butterfly

I am not butterfly
yesterday we meet you kiss me
my first kiss,
my heart taste is virgin heart and unadorned blue
you identify me with the butterfly
until I will not at any time
you come into lovers for me
not a men who only come at night purely fraudulent,
meet women

happy mother day's

Mah, happy mother day's
This is the first mother day without you
Mah, the world is silent without you
I do not have many friends
But a self with you
on my side better than
I have many friends
You protect me, to understand myself
receive me, even though if I am wrong
you appologize me even though
I’m dissapointed you
Mah, I want you at my side now
I am in every way going
Home, I feel sad
Because there is no more souls
that opens the door
For me
No more souls
Who will listen my story
No more your smile
but you always
in my heart
I always crying everytime
Iremember you
I still want to go through day
with youmah
I still want to
celebrate mother day with you
mah, I am proud and happy
you are my mother
you are
the best mother I ever have
happy mother day, mah
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broken again

I was looking through my grasp
the opportunity
I was willing to fly the space he
Or drop to the bottom Ocean
I will not complain pathetic
I will not scream
I have suffered pain or flying my desk is sinking
has disappeared Street children will come stroke

go!

After all over,
especially that you wait
and take yours away Quick!
Do not stare back Leave behind a silent,
stone, freezing of
some of life is the need to call on
then go on leave fragile Before I ask your settled.

seaman

It is better to step aside land,
wound up sailing
Giving full of heart for Better avoid
please turn off of my stay in the
rear side of your love
Because you only make the Meaning of separation,
the water will flow to Lightweight
feel you can insult the cowardliness my case
I did not pull any way I know this too steep for my self
We are mounting a is in the earth a different world
Finally I must say that the separate
count for the task you
submit the blue sea
* * *

coffe

A cup of coffee

A cup of coffee is the inspiration
A cup of coffee is semangaat
A cup of coffee is a friend
A cup of coffee, agitated each day
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letters to G

G, what sounds good today? Currently in the window-what I see blue sky, while the colorof my heart is grey.I’m tired of waiting. No longer wanting to spend the rest without you. I want to portray the plan. Every day I wake to sleep, my routine the same. Reason my hand skilled. Washing clothes, washing dishes, cooking, swab the floor, iron clothes, eating, drinking, bathing. Occasionally a friend's house, home to relatives. Go on friends, relatives in Go. To the mini market, buying powder, handbody, shampo, soap, beer picayune snack and others. Occasionally to the library, borrow books, to the cafe, the post office to send my short stories, though don’t know published. Go to Hp counter to fill the balance to call and get you. I do a lot of movement activities, meet many people. But the mindof you still remind. Not too quiet space without you .empty. I want to exist at your side. So that you can smell, touch it, I guess,. I feel myself there are near of you
G, I want to run to you,I I know every alley toward to your home.your painting houses, all I know. But my parents prisoners me. There is no road to meet you. Wer’e different. my parents doesn’t like the different of us. I just know I want to share my life andwith you.my tears like the river that flows swift. I’m waiting for you but you never arrived. I send this letter to you so you can free my liberty. Would you seek me from the fetters of this.

short story, the voice of my heart.

think carefully. He's just a parking man. Its not to humiliate him. But are you can spend on him, while for his self is not enough.
Remember, all of you have a different religion. It's not his religion is not good but all of you is different. Are you goanna follow him, or he goanna follow you, let me answer, 'No'.and what about all of both your parents. They only want theor son or daughter merit to the same religion with them.
his age forty while you twenty five, think about it.
He is not a loyal man. Can you counting how much time he hurt you, let me answer, uncounte. I'm the witness of your crying, sad, broken heart. Then he goanna came to you. " don't be jealous honey, I'm just talking with all of that girl. You more trust him then me. You don't know how he seduced all of that girl. "I had broken with Ana, she is jealously. I don't like her." He told a bad thing about you. Then after that he kissing with that girl on the dark side of the bar.
All of your friend suggest to forget him. Even his best friends tell the same thing, but why you still determined. Look at you, you're beautiful, smart, younger, you kill you're dream. a Wake up! there's a lot of good man waiting for you. a better man then him.
You had live with him for a week. I see you always sick stomach, because to late to eat. And look! even a powder and body lotion you can't buy. How to buy another? how if both of you have a baby.
Why everyone including you, deserve to control my live, finally I'm talking. Have you ever think that I'm more know what I'm really want.
It just you're blind. use a logic a.
Love doesn't know logic a. I never ask to falling in love with him, but love who choose me falling in love to him.
You can deny.
There's no one who can deny love. You value love from his occupation, religion, age. But don't you know that love doesn't care all of that. If you're falling in love, you don't care his occupation, his religion,his age and many more.
You're goanna suffer.
I'm more suffer if separate with him.
Someday you'll regret your decision.
I accept all the risk.
I'm tired doubt with you. Whatever.
Silent. the doubt in my heart has over. there's only the voice of my heart. my personal suggested. And I'll follow it even I'm suffer because of it!

Aril and chairil

Even chairil anwar and aril peterpan is a difference generation.aril was born on september 12 1981 while chairil born on july 26 1922.For me they have same type.they are my favorit man.they interesting. Handsome.a little bit bad boy but have a high dedication on their way.aril on music and chairil on literature.both of them can write a great create.aril with his hit song,'ada apa denganmu, kukatakan dengan indah',etc.and chairil with his poem, 'aku,doa',etc.but they also have a create same tittle,call, 'aku'.even that was a diffrent theme. They came from same regional which is sumatra.and look carefully their name.they have almost same name aril and chairil.