happy mother day's

Mah, happy mother day's
This is the first mother day without you
Mah, the world is silent without you
I do not have many friends
But a self with you
on my side better than
I have many friends
You protect me, to understand myself
receive me, even though if I am wrong
you appologize me even though
I’m dissapointed you
Mah, I want you at my side now
I am in every way going
Home, I feel sad
Because there is no more souls
that opens the door
For me
No more souls
Who will listen my story
No more your smile
but you always
in my heart
I always crying everytime
Iremember you
I still want to go through day
with youmah
I still want to
celebrate mother day with you
mah, I am proud and happy
you are my mother
you are
the best mother I ever have
happy mother day, mah
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letters to G

G, what sounds good today? Currently in the window-what I see blue sky, while the colorof my heart is grey.I’m tired of waiting. No longer wanting to spend the rest without you. I want to portray the plan. Every day I wake to sleep, my routine the same. Reason my hand skilled. Washing clothes, washing dishes, cooking, swab the floor, iron clothes, eating, drinking, bathing. Occasionally a friend's house, home to relatives. Go on friends, relatives in Go. To the mini market, buying powder, handbody, shampo, soap, beer picayune snack and others. Occasionally to the library, borrow books, to the cafe, the post office to send my short stories, though don’t know published. Go to Hp counter to fill the balance to call and get you. I do a lot of movement activities, meet many people. But the mindof you still remind. Not too quiet space without you .empty. I want to exist at your side. So that you can smell, touch it, I guess,. I feel myself there are near of you
G, I want to run to you,I I know every alley toward to your home.your painting houses, all I know. But my parents prisoners me. There is no road to meet you. Wer’e different. my parents doesn’t like the different of us. I just know I want to share my life andwith you.my tears like the river that flows swift. I’m waiting for you but you never arrived. I send this letter to you so you can free my liberty. Would you seek me from the fetters of this.