I miss you

I dont want to complain,I only want to be next on his side. I just wanna merit with him. I want there's a way for me and him. I'm lonelly to be alone. I just want my father allow me to choose him. I can't stand anymore. I really miss him.now,at this noon.everyday. it's love. I just want he understand and receive him. Coz I'm suffer without him. God,how i miss him. God,help me