Sunday, November 23, 2008

My little sisters


Moment at lebaran.lonely lebaran.without mom.today is her one hundred day.raining outside.at 23.23 fm,i'm tired but still can not sleep.i'm feeling blue.i miss u mom.i love u.your'e the best i ever had.

Friday, November 21, 2008

My sisters


This is my sisters too.

My little sister


My younger sister.intererting to be a singer.any producer interesting?

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

tips to get a man

here is the tips:

1. Made the man you love comport able when at your side

2. Tell him how meaning he is for you

3. Give him a compliment that he is a kind man, smart, interesting, handsome, strong, etc

4. looking his eyes every time you talk

5. give him a surprise

6. Give him gift

7. Just show your feeling

8. Reach him.Go Girl ! ! !

that's all my tips. hope you success. bye

i Miss you Mom

Tuesday, November 18, 2008


place i wanna go

there's a lot of intersting place in this world i wanna visit. one of that is greek. is a wonderfull


world. israel is the center of three religion. i wanna go there too. but would i go there. being

travel arround the world is an intersting hobby. hope someday i will go to abroad.collected a stuff

from other country is intersting too. just a little stuff maybe stamp,an a unique bottle, plate,etc.

in indonesia i have been go to bali, Makasar, Kupang, Ambon, Surabaya, Bau-bau and one

country a long time ago had been part of indonesia that is timor-timur. Beside Anbon all the

place i ever gois just transit. beefore i came to Ambon.Is my dream, to travel around the world.

Are someone there will give me aticket for me to travel atleast one country?

Saturday, November 15, 2008

The old stuff


At jakarta there's a place who sold a second book.it's Senen,kwitang,and pancoran.that place i've been there.this book created by sir arthur conan doyle,which is the caracter at this book call detective sherlock holmes was very popular caracter.i buy this at pancoran.but i've always go to Senen and kwitang.but now kwitang is not so
Crowded anymore.about pancoran i don't know is still or not. With only one dollars we can get a great book.many book i had buy there.i can read my favorit book with a cheap price.maybe at bookstore theres no more seal.but i found book write by bram stoker call drakula part 1 and 2.many more.i ever open a little library because a lot of book i have(for me is a lot.maybe for the other just a little).i love that place.i wanna go there more and more. For me is like heaven books.you wanna try'

love is confussing

i ever hear a great author say that 'my love to him was end' that mean in this world ther's no

everlasting love. i ever in the situation that i better die if i don't live with him. it's hard situation.

i'm just crying all the time. but now, the situation is better. i still love him, but i just follow my

destny. is he the one for me or not only god who know it. i'm just a human. an actress. play the

rule as director want. just recewive my destiny.its make the situation better.

it' s satruday lonelly night for almost a hundred time

Friday, November 14, 2008

Somewhere home


I love reading.i had finish a lot of book.for this book i feel a lonelyness.its a great book.inspirasional

The kite runner


Its a very touched book.i'cant hold my tear.i'm crying.make me wanna be an author.i had read that to be an a great author just write.write and write.simple isn't?

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Me and bule


At ritz carlton.my friend discus their office business here.i follow her.there's a lot of food.and all that free.her bos had pay it.i gues i want to eat all of that food.most food i never try before.but i want to know how it taste.like japanese food call sushi.for me its so strength.maybe is the first time.then try dimsum.sems like 'somay'.steak.meat ball.oh im so greedy.from all the food i try which so very match to my tongue is 'sop buntut',indonesian food.never before in my live look a lot of food till my stomatch want to let it out.it was my happy day.because the singer was very handsome.are you see my happy exspresion?

Monday, November 10, 2008

Its me


Me.alone.at the cloudly weather.waiting 4 him in the afternoon.try to call him but no answer.near at his home but to lazy go there.its 3 days before my birthdays at november six.finally he came after rain.we go to book store.he let me chose the book i want.a gift for my birthday.only him who gave me a gift on my birthday.then i go home.need more than 3 hours came to my home from jakarta.a tired and happy day.i love travel.travel to jakarta is a very interesting journey.last at no least happy birthday for my self.

My lovely brother


18 october at bandara sukarno hata.he leave jakarta go to ambon.he want a better future.he the only man in my family.when my mom still alive,he love him so well.even he is younger then me.but he always protect me and my other sisters.home is empty now without him.he always listen and do like what i want.hope you sucses there bro.i love u.
here in my city, lonely girl. me.what a sad. a very most important person in this world is mom. I

love her with all my deepest heart. she had fight for me and all her daughters and son. Mom, i

miss you so deep in the wheat cloudly. i'm crying now mom. for me ther's no one in this

worlds.who we should love with so deep beside you and god.of course.now i'm here mom change

your position. I try to cooking, but my food doesn't does'ntdelicious like you always cook. i try to

clean the house, but this howill do like you do. if i'm getting sick you always there for me, but

now mom, i don't have use is miss the lighting when you gone. i'm still lonely mom. i don't have a

husband. i have a boyfriend but he's far away from me and father doesn't agree at all to him.

When you here you always try to explain to father, you always win me. but now, there's no one

anyone who love me so deep like you do. I miss you mom. really miss you. you are the best mom

in this world. i love you mom. mY SM.you always call your name.

Sunday, November 9, 2008

there's a place in jakarta we can call it 'S' town. here alot of man. they have a good relationship.

they had been live there since they wa a a little boy. They always spend time together

everyday. everynight. their age from 30 to 50.ther's a single and merrit man. they sometime go

to bar. There's alot of beautiful girl in bar. Sometimeone of the man get a beautiful girl as their

girl friend.for have some fun.for borrow money.as you know that girl is always have a lot of

money. They work as a bar girl,lighting. seems like that.it's acrazy world you know.
iam 30 years old now. i'm the first daughter in my family.i have 3 sisters. and one brothers. my

sisters has been merit and have achild. While me? I want to merrit as soon as possible. But i have

a big problem. The man who i love so deep is refused by my father. the problem is a different

religion.it's acllasic problem. but till now there's no solve for me. I just wanna merrit. have a baby.

that's was my big dream. i'm so tired for this situation you know. sometime i just wanna to give up

stop love him and star a new live. but it's hard you know. i'am an old girl now. is there still any

man like me.

its my live

have you ever have situation like me? falling in love to a wrong guy. first he's not same religon

like you.It's hard you know to be like me.one condition you love him,but in the other.your

parents get angry.it hard chosen. it's my experience. i've been for 3 years like this. till now.

there's no decisssion for me. is there anybody have a good choice what should i do.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

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